i want a cigarrette. I am not even relaly tired it's odd. But i do wish I that I have company on my insanity trip to never never land. I think I might go lay down. Where the FUCK is Amelia? It's been way more then a couple of hours, i need company. The silence of this house is un-nerving. I feel as though something is just going to jump out or someones going to start screaming and even thinking about that in such deafaning silence seriously scares the living shit out of me. My heart would stop. Perhaps I should just crawl in bed next to katy for a little while. I don't want to go to sleep though. To me getting no sleep at all is better then getting like 2 hours, which is how long I would be able to sleep before having to get up for school. So yeah....we'll see what happens. Hmmmm I guess I should get off the comp now since jason isn't really talking and I am done fucking around with my lj settings and crap. Alright, later then.