Yesterday Aaron and Myself got off of work at 9:45 Amanda (who is 18 and legally an adult)had to do enventory and stay on the clock untill 10:40. This pissed me off because Amanda was getting a ride with us and we had to wait anyways so why effing take us off the clock? But the part that really REALLY pissed me off was the fact that I was helping Amanda stack her animals so she could count them for enventory and they told me I couldn't help. Because I was off the clock and the cameras were off in the game I might have "stolen something". I was so pissed. I didn't get homw untill 11:45 last night because Amanda's supervisors suck ass, big wet juicy ass. This would never have happened in my area, Mining Town. They are way to cool, they would have let 1 adult go so 2 minors could get home on time. Anyways...that is my rant.
Today I slept in, my dad let me. I had the worst cramps and was dieing. So i popped 4 IBprofen and went back to sleep. I need to get back on the pill cause everything is all fucked up with my body now. It's all off. I am so tired....still. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I believe I had a mini siezer the other day at work. I was working a race game for 4 hours and then when I went on my break finally I was sitting there and my whole face starting with my eyes started twitching and then it went into my right arm. I couldn't control it. Then I blacked out for a second and then I shook my head and I was alright. It was really strange. I think there is something wrong with me.
This week I can't really go anywhere, I have to study for my EKG test I have on friday so I can get that job in the fall. Wow I feel so stressed I need a vacation.
On that note, next week someone please go to the beach with me. I need to go. It's not a want it's a NEED! Because I crave it, and I need it to survive my hell. It's where I feel safe and at home. Beach, anyone wanna come?